Grandma's funeral

she passed away @2pm Feb27, 2009 , 7.5 hours before I landed at the Beijing international airport. I didn't want to see her passing, yes i said that, but I did want to see her one last time and tell her that I am here for her and I do love her .... but it was too late, you won't know it is too late until it is actually too late already. grandma has written down a monmior and I am going to read it, I think I know her for the way she lived her life through my eyes, but I want to know more about her life, which is rather legendary to me ... the war, the lost of love, the up and downs in the ever changing era ... farewell grandma and we will see you in heaven ......