walking

have been a while since my last update. it is hard to keep up with the diary. I still remember when I was a teenager I wrote a lot, seems the day was a lot longer when you were little??
Anyway, Xiaoxiong cast his first step yesterday, he was standing with his back against the sofa, then he walked one step towards me ;-) we both yelled out of excitement, he put his face in my chest and laughed hard. I gave him a big hug and walked him back to the sofa then he did it again ;-D "OK, third time it is the charm ..." well... he sat down after I let go his hands, smiling to himself ... I think he is capable but he prefers crawling which is much faster for him. the babysitte told me that he walked 3-4 steps today! obviously he is more confident on carpet comparing to hard floor. after spending 5 days with him at home, I found leaving him in the morning makes me really sad. the big smile on his face when he saw me opening the door then the smile replaced by disbelieve when I closed the door and waved bye bye. I heart saddened ...
baby, u r at sleep right now, but I want to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you and you are the best thing that ever happen to me. would you like that? ;-) would you rather be sleeping ? ;-) I guess I could wait till tomorrow ... wutheheck, I am going to sneak in and give u a kiss ;-D sweet dream, bao bao ...