never too late to start?

Ethan, mommy always wanted to write something for you, to record your little journey, your first smile, first laugh, every single progress you make, watching you growing /changing so fast everyday always scares me. I can't believe that you are 4 month already! where is my little bundle? I am scared that you will be 14 years old tomorrow that I don't get to hold you anymore. ;-( I like to watch you sleeping at night, in the dark I don't feel anything but you, I pretending there will always be that moment, I could sit there watch you forever, forever ... I am so lucky to have you in my life and mommy promise to write to you everyday (Did I just said everyday?? Sorry baby, I'd love to ..but... if you sleep through the night ...maybe ..we will see hiw it goes )

June 24 - by Victor